you there.

quit tugging on my heart strings

- i don't have many left.

chordae tendinae.

the bridge.

my closet fascination with

morbid documentaries

has reached its peak.

chaos

"i accept chaos...

i'm not sure whether it accepts me."

- bob dylan

lazy sunday.

movies,

cat cuddles,

leftovers,

& yesterday's make-up.

greatness.

"turn down the lights

turn down the bed

turn down these voices

inside my head..."

you had me at coffee.

in the past i've been guilty

of being one of those girls

looking to define whatever

relationship i was in.

attaching a label was an important form

of reassurance for me.

but for whatever reason,

with this current dude

who will for now remain nameless,

(who has been an important presence in my life

for the past two months or so)...

labelling our relationship,

whatever it may be,

isn't on my agenda.

i think this is related to the fact that

all i really want to do

is lay back

& bask in its awesomeness.

there's no way i'm ruining this

by focusing on

what i should or shouldn't

be calling it.

it is what it is.

& that's more than enough for me.

blaaaarrrgggghhh..

1 more week of classes until xmas break.

boy do i need it

(the break, that is).

sigh.

yep.

this is happening.

'cause i'm a dork.